Dear Logbook, twenty-third day of a new life.
My Diary, yesterday the day passed as I thought with the caveat that I did not run. I am still in that state of not finding the motivation to run. I guess the return to work routine is partly responsible. Little by little I hope to go back for it. Not for having any clear goal but for getting back in shape.
Today, with a little more fresh than yesterday, at least with the fact of having to take the little sailor Gadea to the pool will make me travel at least 12-15 km between morning and afternoon. The day will be like the previous ones. With the exception that it is already Friday. TGIIF as Professor Rafael Díaz Munio said back in the year 98 at the School of Civil Engineers. In essence it is Thank God It Is Friday. With what comes the weekend, time to do other things and rest the mind and partly the body. And as far as possible stay with friends.
For my part, physically I continue as usual. Mind, well similar. Yes it is true that I recognize that although I am positive from time to time I turn to the word “recurrence” or in English “relapse”. I know that although the percentages are low or not (10-30% according to various sources), it is always there. And when you hear from your doctor that the risk of returning is high, it is something that makes you think. To think that this is cured, in the strict sense of the word would be to deceive me and to deceive you my Diary. This could be thought if there is no recurrence in 10-15 years. But well, as I said in his day when they told us that there was complete metabolic remission (October 25, 2019) and how they repeated us on January 15, 2020. If he returned, then we will face him with the same energies but with more force if possible. Well, I will keep pushing and fighting for those who are there.
Anyway, my Diary, these are the typical things that make your life never be normal again or similar to the one I had before the fateful or not, August 22, 2019. While I will remain the Nacho that many know, but I hope than in version 2.0 improved and with even more desire to continue helping. As my godmother says, a JABATO.
For today I believe that I have been freed and sincere before you My Diary. Tomorrow something more by sure.